made for you | billie eilish

22 | why me?

really quick, where are you right now while reading this?

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weeks later..

"see you next time," i told the receptionist as i walked out of the building.

i wasn't really hungry but i knew i needed to ingest something so i drove to jamba juice which was next door.

"ugh why the fuck is the drive thru line so long?" i groaned, annoyed. "fuck," i rolled my eyes.

i went ahead and parked my car, accepting the fact that i would have to go inside. i'm just not in the mood to be around people anymore today.

i walked in the door and stood in line.

"welcome in!" a worker yelled.

i just grinned.

this is what i had on. ^

luckily, the inside barely had anyone in it. guess it's just busy in the drive thru.

the dude in front of me ordered his smoothie and the voice sounded very familiar. my heart sunk and i immediately pulled my cap down to cover my face.

when he got done ordering, he backed up into me. "oh shit i'm sorry," he said as he turned around. shock covered his face.

sigh, i should've just walked out.

"well if it isn't my baby mama," que said as he shook his head.

i took a deep breath. "i think it'd be best if you don't speak to me," i politely told him.

"why?" he sarcastically furrowed his eyebrows. "haven't seen you in awhile. i see you're back with billie though, congrats."

"thanks," i fake grinned.

"you're not gonna ask how i am?"

"no. i wasn't," i shook my head.

"well i'm good," he nodded.

this mf is picking with me. fr.

"that's great," i fake smiled.

"so what's life like now-"

"brandon," i cut him off. "please just let me be. seriously, i mean that in the nicest way possible."

"hmph, still a bitch i see," he said.

"excuse me?" i rose my eyebrows. "i'm a bitch?"

"most definitely," he rose his eyebrows, not caring.

"boy you better move around," i shook my head.

"or what? the fuck is yo lil ass gone do to me?" he got up close to me.

"ill send your ass to god in a second," i gritted my teeth.

"well it would be nice to see kaia," he shrugged.